UNKNOWN

Home.

Our lives are all shaped different. I grew up in a different area, with different people, under different circumstances. I did what was needed to grow, for not everything was given to me in a straight path. I had to make wrong choices and go against the grain to learn. I sit here knowing my faults and sharing them to come clean. I stutter and hesitate for the reaction approaching. I know I’m not perfect and I’ve done things to deserve certain hands dealt. Strangely enough tho, I was given you. I know I’m undeserving, I know I’m under fit, and I damn sure know I don’t equal up to you. But whatever is out there watching over me, blessed me with heaven. I see you and smile, I talk with you and feel heard, I can just be myself and laugh. You came out of nowhere, but I know now you aren’t going anywhere. I trust you, I believe the words you say, and your actions back it all up. Never have I met someone like you. But you’re everything i could ever look for. I searched for an escape, but instead I found home. I say all of this not from my head, but from my heart. Ash Knight, you are my all.

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Fantasy.

As a kid we all had our dreams of what could become of us, dreams of what we would be, and those dreams of ‘when I grow up.’ When I was young I dreamt of being a tattoo artist and a ‘family man.’ I wanted the most gorgeous woman on my side, the most amazing, most caring, and most down to earth lady to accept me for me. I realized dreams are a fantasy hoping to come true, goals were what we had to pursue, those were what we could follow and check off when accomplished. Well my goal was to accomplish a fantasy. What better than to take my childhood dream and set that in stone. I met you without knowing you would be the final step. I started tattooing and already fell into a family. I was missing my Superwoman tho. I fell in love with you still without realization of my accomplishment. I had no realization that I stood true to my goal. I stopped looking for my beauty and let it happen. Following my heart and faith blindly, i strolled thru a path that in the end, led to you. I now have my goal set down. I’m deeply set into the fantasy followed, fully engaged, and fully perfected.

I love you, my fantasy girl.

Dubstep.

Not everyone understands it, not all of us listen to it, not usually does someone even know how to dance to it. I heard a song not too long ago speaking about a pretty little rave girl… after bobbing my head for a couple moments did I realize the message given. Lyrics raced thru and as I glanced over my shoulder, the definition was right there. I saw you and wanted to meet you, watching you dance put me in my own state of fantasy, I fell for this dubstep princess. Not everyone understands us, not many people are where we are, certainly no one has precisely what we do either. You’re sorta all I ever wanted. And I’m more than thankful you’re with me.

I’d shuffle my life around to match your beat.